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From bad to worse

Shortly after waking up today, I got a call from my mother telling me my grandmother died around lunchtime today.  I am not good.  The shock and breakdowns have passed, and the reality has set in, bringing about a state of partial numbness.  The numbness is probably a good thing right now--I don't need another "break with reality, shrieking, crying" type of breakdown.  I now have one living grandparent.  I spent most of my life, up until my parents split up, with my grandparents on my father's side--spent every weekend with them since I was a baby.  The last person with ties to almost the only truly happy memories from my childhood is gone.

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petzilla
Jul. 18th, 2009 01:43 pm (UTC)
My heart goes out to you and your family in this horrible time of loss...
caermon
Jul. 18th, 2009 03:29 pm (UTC)
Oh, sweetie! I am so sorry!
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